When I first started this blog, I meant it as a daily journal to record my own life. But lately I've been wanting to make one for my relationship, where I can share my story, as un-unique and normal as it is. This blog's title still applied and it was suffering from great disuse, so I decided to change its purpose and revive it "under new management."
A lot has changed since I started this journey. And since I'm not even married yet, I know there's a lot still to come. But I'd like to get into the habit of it before I do get engaged so that I don't miss much when it races by. I'd like to have a long engagement, at a minimum of six months, to be able to experience the thrill of the promise, and have time to get everything in order before the wedding.
Another reason I need this blog is to express myself. Since I left Wyoming, I led my best friend. I don't have any close girl friends here to discuss relationships with, the ups and downs or the questions. I can't post on Facebook. Since the passing of Shawn's brother, I can't bring myself to post lovey things, in case it brings pain to Amanda, his sister in law. I don't want to feel like I'm rubbing it in, even if no one else sees it that way. It just feels wrong. So I hope this can be my outlet without feeling guilty about sharing my deep love for this man.
At the same time, I want to build a scrap book. We're not big picture takers, so the first parts will be slim, but I hope to get better at it with time.
And with this, I introduce the tales of my love, how we love, what we do together, what I think about him, and what I hope and dream for.
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